Honeymoon is Over

Well, I’ve survived the first two weeks at home, on my own, with Cooper. After my mom left, I was hopeful that things would be as easy as they were when she was here. I could shower when I needed, eat when I wanted and keep up with the housework that is never-ending. Well….I was WRONG!

This is not an easy job and can be very frustrating at times. I knew this would be hard – I said it all during my pregnancy. I think the first two weeks of a life are the honeymoon stage for moms. It’s when Dad’s home more, grandparents are around, and baby sleeps 18 hours out of the day. Yet, even though it’s hard and I don’t eat or shower unless he’s asleep, it’s still so rewarding. I can’t get over how much love I have for him and all this work is worth it. I usually only think this when I’m watching him sleeping or playing. Not so much when he’s crying or fussing. :)

It’s not all bad. I’m watching the weather right now and the temperature is only supposed to be 20 degrees today. Luckily, I get to say, “Eh – I just won’t go outside today!”

We’ve had some changes in these past two weeks. He loves to stare at us! He’ll just look up at us as we bounce him or rock him. He is now happily playing on his activity mat for a few minutes each day. It’s great to have something to entertain him! We bought him more toys, hoping that he would enjoy those too. Not really. He still prefers faces more than anything.

Other milestones: He’s gone bald on the top of his head, he’s now sleeping about 3 ½ hours at a time during the night, he can really hold his own up when we have him on our shoulder, and he still has the blue eyes! (We’re really hoping they stay blue!)

And now a few photos: (Those that we didn't lose when our hard drive broke) :(

Visiting Dad at work last Wednesday, February 16th

Our first bath that he didn't cry bloody murder! Key: having a towel underneath him!

We have discovered our activity mat! I think we're even on the brink of smiling!

"Look how cute I am!"

Cooper's First Two Weeks

This is Dave trying to teach Cooper the proper golf grip

Meeting Nana and Papa

Cooper and Rhys in Cooper's crib.

Meeting Meme

And finally, the woman who I honestly couldn't have done without these past two weeks!

It’s already been two weeks. I hate how time seems to be flying. I just want to keep Cooper the way he is – small, cuddly, and completely dependent on us. There have been many tears of happiness but also tears of sadness when I think about Cooper growing up. Can’t I just freeze time?

We just returned from our Two-Week appointment at Dr. Costello’s. Last week, he was back up to his birth weight, plus 1 oz. Today, he was measuring 8 pounds, 11 ounces although he shrunk a bit. He lost 1 ¼ inches from his birth height. Poor little cone head.

These past two weeks have been amazing. For almost my entire adult life, I was scared of becoming a mother. I was the girl who never really liked children, never changed a diaper or wanted to be hassled with the responsibility of caring for another human being. My life couldn’t be more different now. I can’t get over how much I love him. My aunt put it perfectly: “You love you spouse and you love your parents, but you never truly know LOVE until you have a child of your own."

Cooper is now able to see our faces and you know he really is looking at you instead of through you. It’s wonderful to know that someday he’ll see Dave and I and know that we’re mommy and daddy – and that he must be safe. And although they are not 'real' smiles, he something will shoot us a flirtatious look which pretty much melts your heart.

We’re starting to have visitors for the first time (other than Mimi, who has been with us the whole time! Thank goodness for her!). Meme and Pepe visited on Tuesday. Meme was a great babysitter - pepe slept through the majority of the visit. Papa spent all day with us on Friday, babysitting Cooper while mom and I did errands. It was my first time leaving Cooper and many tears were shed! Uncle Travis & Aunt Fianna came with their family on Saturday and Cooper got to meet three of his 4 (and 1/2) cousins. Finally, Nana & Papa came by on Sunday to meet their first great-grandchild. Nana wouldn’t give him up to anyone else to hold...until he started to cry. Then mommy got him back.

This is our last week with Mimi and pretty soon I’m on my own. It’s a little overwhelming but if there is one thing I’m learning is that I can figure it out. I don’t know a lot of parenting – but I’ll figure it out.